Day 30

Wow. Day 30 is at its close. Who ever knew 30 days could seem like so short yet so long ago all the same? Life truly is short. Sometimes too short. So often I findmysenf living for later when "here and now" is what I have been blessed with. So this past month I didn't "drop a dress size." I didn't get my arms to stop jiggling. My inner thighs still rub. In certain pants there is evidence of a "muffin top." While yes, I want to be healthy physicslly, I really could care less about these so called flaws. I want to be beautiful on the inside. When the world is in an uproar, I want to find peace from God Almighty. There are so many differences and conflicting opinions in the world. Everyone feels threatened to some degree. Everyone is quick to throw out their opinion like a life saver hoping they won't sink. They must say something! Heaven forbid they remain silent. Drama. Hurt. Confusion. Ignorance. Two sides. What is the motive behind anything? I started this journey 30 days ago. I set out to be a better me. There have certainly been many character defining moments along the way. I've encountered some challenges that I didn't post about. I posted about something's that were rather uncomfortable. But I made it. Another 30 days behind me. 30 days I can't redo. 30 days I can't relive. All the things I wish I did differently I can start next month. All the things I did right I can elaborate on them. There were something's that were June specific. What they were I really don't know. Summer technically just began. I still have a few months to embrace a lot. I have a half marathon and a 5k to look forward to. Friends and the lake. Barbecuing. Family. My birthday. Seeing old friends and meeting new ones. These past 30 days were wonderful. I'm pretty excited to see what lies ahead. I think I'll keep up with the blogging. How often? I'm not sure. I think I'll take a slightly different, more targeted approach to July. I have until tomorrow to really decide what that'll look like. Maybe I'll focus on documenting one area? Maybe I'll be more specific in how I documebt what I gave been. Regardless, this process have been delightful. I'm so happy I did it. I'm a winner in my Father's eyes. Amen.