I have been following my 30 minutes a day pretty religiously. Last night I only made it 1 mile, but I finished that mile strong and in 14:59 minute. It was grueling and it was painful.
The majority of it, the thoughts that were dominating my mind were "you can't do it" and "give up now."
I weighed the options. I conversed with myself. I wondered if I would really regret paying $50 towards a half marathon and then ... just not going.
The struggle is real.
I keep experiencing pain. I am pushing myself way too hard. I am not sure if physically pressing for half marathon with so little gumption to train is the best thing to do.
Pros. Cons. Thoughts both negative and positive.
Can I do this? I am certainly going to try. I won't give up. If I am going down, I am going down with a fight.
Until then ... I press on.
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